Letting go, dumbest thing ever, and more
It's been a while since I have blogged. As much as things have changed, much has remained the same. John is continuing to have very hard days. He's very tired and has roving joint pain still. We ran blood work and found low vitamin D again and low iron. His thyroid looks good, so it's just the nutrient deficiencies and the Lyme issues. The constant fatigue is tough to deal with, so he decided to take a hockey break. He handled it better than I did, as I cried on and off for days. It wasn't that he isn't playing hockey... it's the fact that he even had to choose to give up something he loves. We read in our local Lyme support group on Facebook that someone had cancelled an appointment with our doctor, so I tried to take the appointment 11 minutes after I saw the cancellation. Nope. Taken. That quickly. But, there was another slot, Tuesday at 9. It took me 2 hrs 10 min to get to the clinic during rush hour. ...